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9.28.2011

Confessions

I have a rather embarrassing confession to make...

I am baby hungry

Now, coming from a girl who is recently divorced... I understand this isnt the most favorable time for the craving. Its kinda like the grass is always greener effect or you want what you cant have. Well, I know I am light years away from holding a little one in my arms but, I can day dream right?  I am honest, maybe too honest on my blog and its been a little up and down the last 5 months. I have had moments of both extremes. For the most part I can say I am doing well,  I have survived my busiest, most successful wedding season yet. I have been mom everyday and managed to maintain some sort of social/networking life. All while healing something that was broken. But still,  here I am not quite satisfied. Maybe I just like the visions I have of my life at that point. Maybe I cling to the calm chaos that comes with a newborn and the excitement wrapped around it. Maybe I am stuck on images like this, that fill my heart with warmth...
B

Image from pinterest

4 comments:

Mary + Trey said...

I love how honest this post is, I am not a mother yet.. but even I have my moments like this :)

carl and em said...

you can come snuggle mine in a few months :)

Abby said...

I am baby hungry too :/ I don't have babies yet, but I get that little craving too.

Joni and Rico Adams said...

I get you B. It's okay to want things. Especially a little person who can make your heart so full a fill a void that may have been there before. It's funny how we can be in two completely different places. I'm still adjusting to having to care for a little one 24/7 but she is amazing. I miss my freedom sometimes. That's the adjustment. Love the moment you're in and I have a feeling you will have another baby. In the mean time come snuggle Aria whenever the craving hits. She loves snuggles.