How can I say, I know there is something different, when I have only had one kind of experience. How can I expect a different outcome? Where do I draw the line between the dreamer in me and the logical side. Some people set false time lines for themselves. Once they get to "this" point they will be happy, once they have "this" situation ...it will be better. I am not one of those people, its a rookie mistake. You will let your entire life pass by you before you realize, you could have found happiness within the phases. Foresight is a funny thing and its not always what it seems. I don't live my life creating and/or searching for those neon exit signs. If its not somewhere I wanted to be, I would have never stepped in the door to begin with. Is it okay to say, I don't believe in unicorns anymore?