I know I seem to blog a lot of serious thoughts. That is who I am and also where I am in life. I laugh, smile and find joys in the little gifts we are given, but I also carry a lot of weight that gives me a different outlook. I have always been a passionate person but I would say I am overloaded right now. I have a lot of fear about things, normal fears we all have .... but ironically enough I have become more wreckless. I have almost lost those little warning signals that go off when something is dangerous. (This loss of flashing red lights only applies to me and has no impact on my children.) Either I have become numb or I really need a thrill in my life.
I had my family pictures taken tonight and I would have to say it was bittersweet..... this photo brought me to tears. I have these sweet perfect little children that look to me to show them the ropes on life. Truth is I am just trying to figure it out myself......I miss my flashing red lights.
(*** the writing maybe sound a little more sad than I would like..oops. Im fine guys, just being honest that I must need a thrill ;)