If you could translate my heart you would find simple things. But it is the simple things that can make everything complex.
Expression is a basic human desire, love and faith are a need.
I am Blessed:
I have the most beautiful children who I pray can feel even a percent of how much I love them
I have been given a gift to express myself
I have a wonderful examples in my life
I have the most amazing friends
I have a job doing one of the things I enjoy more than anything else
I have been taught truth
I find joy in the most simple of things:
the smell of snow
watching my fan spin while laying upside down
watching light dance at dusk
the way the sun feels
But the simple things I love are also complex cause I want to somehow capture the peace those things bring me. I want to bottle that feeling of contentment but how... Music? Painting? Photography? Writing?
Music: only fuels my fire
Painting: is a goal
Photography: is my everest ..... I dont know if I will ever reach my level I have set for myself. If I will ever feel like I finally am there. Can people see what I see? can they feel the mood I wanted to express?
Writing: HA I am a horrible writer. I write like I speak and use bad grammar
So whats a girl to do to translate who she is. Why do I crave it so much?
Now for my readers I have never really asked. What do you what more of? Maybe I should try my hand at a give away. Maybe write about lighter things? I find I blog when I am in a more serious mind set....
I would love to hear your thoughts and I say that to you lurkers out there :)
You know who you are
(for those of you who have emailed me, thank you for your kind words)